What little I have right now…….. . . .. .
9/11
“I find myself drifting in pain these days. Numbness to life. Missing myself, questioning my life. Questioning everything that’s happened to me. I have thoughts of letting go and I stop myself. I hate being there, but being there. I hate not feeling, not living. I feel like I’m a timebomb waiting to go off. I see so much hate, so much anger in the world. I feel people talk without holding themselves accountable. I hurt going to bed, I hurt waking up. I feel like no one understands. I feel like no one knows. I don’t feel connected to anyone. Even my own blood. I hate feeling this way. I wish it would end. “ 09/11/2020
I’m still hurting, hating, regretting, and holding on to thoughts.
My first blog...
in Photography
So I have a lot of work and inspiration I’d love to share with you all and never do. I hope to be able to add a lot of photography, antiques, and personal work on here. This being my first blog just know I’ll get better and with time I hope to share more and more with you guys. Stay safe guys.
One of my favorite teachers was David Guarino from Farmingdale State College. He taught photography classes that were amazing and priceless for designers. I love this man for everything he taught us. I learned the basics and the most important fundamentals of photography.
This photo I took and it has a special place in my heart. Beautiful till death.
